So I’m here writing a blog which i should have written before but not much has happened kind of. To be more exact I’ve been rather busy but because of that also i guess I’ve not had enough time anyway.
So yesterday they took my blood out again. I think it’s been about a year since they last did it but I remembered last year and i hated it. And this year was worse than last year as I almost fainted. Luckily I had my girlfriend to prop me up. I’m not sure exactly what happened but I know that i went to the refectory at uni and I had a drink and a bit of a cry, and something about that I’m not giving them any more of my blood to feed the monster.
I did feel very odd though. I’m not really sure why I was so emotionally shattered but what i do know is that for many reasons I’ve had a weekend that was very stressful, even though I’ve hidden it well. I think it’s still there but not only can i not explain what it is but i cant explain how to get rid of it.
I worked today which was good, I was hoping my arm wouldnt hurt all day like last year. It was a little weird but it got itchy on the blood extraction hole and i scratched it so its made my arm hurt.
As mentioned before – the weekend. I was on Wychwood FM. and I didn’t really do much presenting but I did get to do a little, and i got the music sorted well which was pretty cool. And tomorrow I can wake up without restriction.
Aphre (My girlfriend… i say this because I’ve never mentioned her by name until now) was over on monday and went back this morning. It always feels like she goes too early. I’m at hers next week which I’m looking forward to. She’s good company so the thing im not so pleased on still that during the day i that i dont have many people to hang around with. I really dont like this whole being by my self thing lately because my feelings have been a bit weird.
So tomorrow? Sleep and plenty of it. I actually feel like im about to crash now so on that note, its bed time. 😛